Lost Smile

Lost Smile

Copyright 2008 (C) Sush

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All day I anticipate, For the return of my loved old friends, I look toward the ever closed gate, Every time I walk down to there, I only face the dreaded ends. All alone I stand by the edge, Observing the happy faces passing by, Wondering if the happiness is genuine or just a mask, “It’s just a mask,” to myself I lie. As I watch the little kids play, Nostalgia fills my face, I know, “This is what life is like,” I tell myself, “To be all alone, without a friend or foe.” I sit here in a room, open and bright, Dreading the light that put me into depression, Waiting for the sun’s suppression, For the set of a beautiful dark night. Night is the when I feel not alone, As for almost the entire world too, then fun is a lack, Before I fall asleep, I forget all that I mourn, It’s all in the magic of the night so black. I wake up next morning, Finding it surprisingly new, I hear the birds sing, I feel last night’s dew. I turn to look at the closed gate, Sorrow and Despair befall my face, Replacing the hope I’d lost long ago, That one day, someone will open it. But with surprise, I affix to the gate, my gaze. The gate’s slow movement, Brings a new found joy to my heart, Crazy butterflies to my tummy, Expecting my friends, that I wish have returned, But the surprise lasted longer than that. The heads peeping from behind the gate, Were none of those I recognize, They were new and unknown but friendly, not hostile, I welcome them, simply hoping that they revive My lost life and smile.